Le monde serait mien...

AHahaha, Oh tumblr world my life is getting even more ridiculous and better!

I can’t even with the whole love triangle thing. That just got all the complicated today, and mainly I’m still laughing about it. Yes I am a terrible person. Yes you did already know that! But I think I fixed this one. Because it is a unique situation and the gf was hard done by. 

The engineer… have I told you about him? Friends with the boy and casual one night hilarity fun times. Constant weekend booty calls when I’m busy and then nothing for his birthday last night rude. We’ll see what happens there. He’s a bit of a cutie. But it would just be fun.

37 year old. HAha I am still high fiving myself for that one. He is completely off limits again though. Which kinda sucks cos I think I probably would if it wouldn’t fuck up my entire career, he was actually really sweet. Had many a booty call from him too. 

Ahh this is doing wonders for my ego :)

I will update this later with more than just this summary. I am just too busy giggling at the look of shock and horror on 16 year old me’s face. Also I know my life right now isn’t conventional in any sense of the word. But for the most part I’m happy, I think? And I think that’s good enough?

So I fucked his girlfriend.

Then the next weekend I fucked him.

I just got crash posted…to the other side of the fucking country. I am legit living a soap opera. I’m here having all the feels and emotions and he’s on the other end of the phone doing the same. Now I don’t even get to see him for six months, and by then it all would have changed.

All I want is to find three things;

• My home
• My purpose
• My love

Hey tumblr. It’s been a while. Mostly I’m back because I need to rant and procrastinate. Not dead though so that’s good. 

So navy’s all fine. But mainly I accidentally kinda fell, head over heels in lust with my best friend. Yeah that wasn’t meant to happen. I acted like I had complete control over the situation - that was a lie. And now our soap-opera relationship is more fucked up than ever. Mainly on my part. But hey I go to sea for six months next week. So he’ll probably forget me.

I need to get laid. By anyone that isn’t him.

Clare, feel free to say I told you so.

Oops, it seems I have fallen in lust again. For the first time in years.

Damn stupid crushes, I forgot how much they make me happy suck.

lardypoison:

a welsh tradition I think needs to come back is guys spending ages carving a spoon with all these designs and shit on it and giving it to the girl he wants to date how cute is that